its bean,....

Its been ages since the last time i posted here.

primarily words are not enough to describe or even help what I'm feeling right now. its weird. everyday is weird.. maybe i was trying so hard to attract things that i want to have and happen.
I've made a deal with some friends that with in a span of 2 years one of us must have a --- or else a consequence is waiting for her.

at the back of my mind, really wanted it really craving for it. craving might not be the appropriate word but i want to experience it. Disparate.

often times when you start knowing that person you end up liking him to be just your friend. he is just a friend. i just treasure every moments i spend with him. even if for him I'm just everybody else. maybe I see him as a potential but. can't because i wasn't even close to be a potential for him. just happy seeing him smiling. is this hidden desire.

ORG LIFE.
for the fact that i do have a lot of things to do, i still chose to procrastinate. i hate it. indeed. can somebody help me cure this?! anyhorse, we do have this event that we need some sponsors to help us to basically finance the event. the proceeds will go to our outreach activity. waahh

still.. at the end of the day. i dont know....where will i be at?
will i still find him?will he still find me?
YES INDEED!!