I WAS THERE!!!

i was at the biggest human lasallian star!!yey!!
it was like 10,000 plus people gathered to form and make a history. and ehem, I WAS THERE!! yey! hope we can make it as a world record. here is as shot of the WORLD BIGGEST HUMAN LASALLIAN STAR!!it's actually part of the Lasallian days kick off. and it was successfull, a good start for the whole 3days celebration.


by the way feb11 was also memorable for me because today i bought my first artwork ever. Made by a local artist (i forgot his first name) Ramon. He had a gallery at the CEAT exhibit hall. the gallery was composed of good music, good tasting wine, and a room full of passion. you can indeed it in his works. so galing

his the image of the artwork. its an abstract. super nice tlga.

today also i was able to meet marc logan hahaha he was nice, haha.
and also today was like freeday!! yey!! no classes for us. hihi.. yahoo!!

20 years ad 60 days of my single hood

For the past 20 years and 60 days of my single hood.... I'm still single and spending the happiest moment of my life..haha.. primarily, one of the reason would be I just came from our retreat. So by that I'm full of joy, hope, love and mission. encountering God with those people(classmates BSA/BSM41-0809) that you almost spend your whole four years in college. I love this guys. huhu..

anyways i'll just tell you what happened to our 2days retreat.

before anything else, wed night we went to Ting's place to do some MGAC paper and we slept at around 2am and woke up at 430am and leave the ting's place at 6am and we're F**ing late for our retreat. thank God were just on time. and too bad i lost my ID because of rush down to make it on time.hmf!

day1 of retreat..

ate our breakfast and did some sharings and realizations. and Correction, it was a Group Sharing, and when you say group one of my groupmates is Goi who happened to have a misunderstanding with me.. nice d b?! froglegs tlga. so it was not so ilang. kasi theres nothing to be ilang about. so we did some affirmations and wrote letters to each one of my groupmates including GOi.so un. affirmation here and there. it was touching super. we even realized that life is like a yoyo. like the wheel, it turns 360 its either your on top or your down, the strings well its like your relationship with God. He'll let you to be away with him then when your down He'll just pull you up and back to his hands again. thanks for GOi, Rochelle and Milx for that.

neweiz everyone appreciated all my hardwork for JFINEX.. huhu i almost cried for that. huhu.. and as what rochelle shared. I did earn their respect. *so enough of the dramas.*

day two

it was a lot of food tasting with in between sessions. haha. then we did watch the touching story of Richie a hero who did gave his life in saving other people's life through his mission to Christ. touching Story tlga.

then, i decided to give letters to CHARASS only to charass kasi tamad na me to give letters to evs. but i felt so guilty receiving letters from almost everyone including From GOi. the content of GOi's letter was abit surprising and alot of thank yous for being ablessing chuba.. a bit flattering and touching. i think from that moment i miss him a bit. but then again what disturbs me was his statements that says, "hindi ko ln feel maging submissive sayo kasi.. you know" i was like FROGlegs! you dont have to be submissive a little respect will do. and that's what i did told him tru chikka.and with my expectation he didn't reply. which is a good thing primarily because it's the end of the conversation that i cant really consider one (watevs you may call it). but i have no bitterness with him coz.. everything is done between us. and to my surprise he was like "wala kang letter skin". i didn't know that his expecting for one. becoz i wasn't expecting . oh wel i did a bit but if he wont wrote anything it's just like ok for me. haha.. so ayun. that was GOi moment for me. then after that thing. what i did really like above all the letters i received was the one that came from allan telling me that i'm sa sweet girl and have my ownways of making people happy . i felt his secerity. haha and i cant believe that he thinks of me as sweet kind of mammal. haha.. surprising tlga. but allan is just a friend and my supah friend's recently titled as X haha.. natuwa ln tlga me to the fact that one person thought that i'm sweet which i wasn't really aware of. haha..

so all in all it was a great experience super duper great. as in. its the kind of greatness tha ti'll never forget.

PS sorry for the typo, wrong gramming or anything else im so tamad to proof read this one.. its hello!! like 5am na and im still awake Froglegs. i'll just edit it next tym and also pics.. next tym im still tamad to do them all. hihi..

pls dont ask why =D

i'm currently finishing may paper on a Rizal movie "Bayaning Third World" and by looking for additional input, i got to a blog of a girl named Monica just inspired by a girl's reaction regarding the movie.
I realized that this movie and the questionable retraction thing of Rizal will prove that Rizal, a like many of us is just human vulnerable and fragile. and another thing, we are all capable of creating our own figure of our hero, Rizal.

this is basically an effect of having a toxic hell of a week.=D

I wont look back..

"Yey!!"

That's how I welcomed 2009..hehe.. I'm very happy!Yey! and primarily having all these wonderful people around me makes me really really happy!. I'm just praying that this year will be really be a bang for me. hehe..BRing it on!!!XD 

I won't look back.. i'll just focus on moving forward:D. Learing the mistakes of the past and stop dwelling on it. I'll stop punishing myself from the regrets of the past.  I'm just really really happy.lol. 

and by the way.. last last night i dreamed of helping others is really what my soul wants. Its pretty weird because from my past entries i'm really struggling form my purpose.. but the question now will be HOW I'm I gonna do that?! well, i'm still thinking abot it. ok i'll just sleep and let my dreams help me answer it:D. but anyways, atleast their a bit of development.:D

hehe..

 xo xo

How do you trust yourself??!

that question is bugging me..i'm struggling whit self trust.

it makes me sad that eventhough i was aware of it i cant do something about it. 

I always seek for other's affirmation that i can do things..

Im afraid to trust myself.. I might get wrong.

but im taking actions with of course by seeking other people's help.

i've read an acticle about selftrust but i wasn't able to finish it but its a good read though.

he don't care.. and i dont too.

fine he forgot my birthday and guess what.. so damn hate him.
his so bastos. just hate .
i'll just stick and fine someone better than him.
i mean his the worst.
and from this post of mine. i'll be ending my agony.
i'll stop liking him. haha. super indeed. i'l just focus on the things that need to be done.
and maybe forget about him.
haha.
i'm embracing a new search..
search for a new crush. haha
appear apir!!

Birthday

my birthday is over..

another passed by..haha...
its weird actually because i was so so lazy. i didn't even went to school because its my birthday and good thing our professor wasn't there haha. thank God its my birthday.
present?? actually good wishes from everyone. except from HIM.
but anyways my day was fun. i was able to bake my own cake and added some twist to the usual brownies. actually i promised tara that i'll be on hunger strike but the brownies was so good that i cant resist and even everyone loved it so much.

i even played badminton in the afternoon when the sun wasn't so shinning and hot. i played it with our very wonderful wall that tiries me in picking up the bird. haha

btw, back to wishes, haha Mariz' wish was so funny. "more boyfriends to come" haha. even revi loved it ahaha..
indeed.

everytime write my thoughts here. i always end up being hopeless..
but to day it was a bit different...
i'm feeling hopefull!!

my cousin den who is a twilight freak visited me and shared some twilight freaks with me that end up me being a bit a fanatic. haha.. that leads me to be disappointed to some tech that my sis' fone cant read. grrr so hate it.
haha